you know when you don’t actually Like a person, but something you say when you first meet them can make it SEEM as if you are interested in them
and then every encounter after that is awkward bc they maybe think you like them but you don’t actually but you still act weird bc you know that they THINK you do
and it becomes a cycle of awkwardness so you kinda try to avoid that person? and then he comes in wearing a CRAZY HAT and you make it a point not to stare but THEN it’s like you’re being RUDE and he kind of calls you out on it, so now you’re stuck with having to make up for cold behavior
and the only way to do that is adding slight manic smiles to the awkwardness??????
and you get skittish and look down to try and subtly avoid eye contact but notice that he’s wearing fancy harem sweatpants and his balls are slightly visible and HUGE???
or is that just me??????